Some photos from sports day (last friday)
A little late I know..
Took quite alot with the dslr, but I'm lazy to post all.

:)

Ikea with lady jaja, joyce and bella today.

Orgasmic meatballs (y)

Hehe YES I didn't sleep today cos I was out whole afternoon.

I hope I'd sleep early today.

I've been feeling more tired than usual thanks to the contacts.

I thought Acuvue was a gd brand, mine's disposable somemore. Shouldn't be a problem hm?

Prolly my pupil hasnt quite adapt to the lenses because I've only worn it for a week..

K got to go now.

I've got homework I think(do i?)

And gonna run more today because I ate MEATBALLS.

Roar!

Dont try to decipher.
This is a summary of the root to all my problems.
There are more you know.. Im just too tired to think. I sound like a screwed up kid.

You're not just a face in the crowd.

I never meant anything to begin with. Was never someone significant, was never someone special.

Always ended up at Square 1.

Yes lene yong my favourite partner, I couldnt agree more that I've just put too much effort or whatever into this. Fell too deep. (the matter's like history already. and wtf, still unable to forget)

Sometimes we all need to fall so that we'll learn. But why is it that everytime you try to pick yourself up, you cant?

Is it because you dont want to, or... Or what?

My leg hurts like crap. I need to jog. Screw this pain.

Heartache.

Legache.

Cigs? No way.

Some wounds never heal.

Untouched - The Veronicas

My body clock's super screwed I tell ya'll.


I nvr remember feeling so sleepy during lessons..
BUT TODAY, I dozed off during chinese for 5 min!
I was trying so EFFING badly to keep my eyes open during chemistry but my brain wasnt even functioning.

I dont knw why its only today when I sleep at 2am almost every night.
You see, the problem is, I sleep in the afternoon for around 2-3 hours because I cant seemed to wake up after an hour even if my hp alarm clock ring. I'd just turn it off and go back to my lala land.

(I mean we have to take afternoon naps right? Or else how are we gna concentrate on our hmwk or anything?)

Oh gosh someone tell me what 2 do.

Next wk, I'm going to start TRYING to adjust to how normal people should sleep and wake.
Seriously.

Sigh.

You know how miserable i feel whenever i do chinese? Because I dont know how to read so many words then I dont understand anything the passage is talking about.

Hahaha I have not even touch my chinese homework yet. Its lying somewhere below many many books... So many piles of books on my table, I dont even want to think of which pile..

Im tired.
I feel so sian.

I'M HUNGRY.

I feel so pressurized for the coming term.
It's gonna be a whole load worst than term 1 but then againnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, everything's definitely possible with God :)

I've been sleeping so late everynight I think I must sleep early tonight if not I dont even need to think of reaching school just in time for assembly tmrw.
:(

Awww school's starting. Term 2 timetable was already out during the last day of term 1.



Cheerios fellow PODs, here comes our concentration camp again!

I don't understand why does it always have to come back to me.


good morning its 215am..

Jai ho!

Nicole Scherzinger doesn't know how to pronounce 'jai ho'....
Instead of 'jai ho', she sings 'jay hoe'

Haha.

Great day with rachel yee and sharmz ytd.
SHEESHA FTW! :)

right nw i wanna be 18...
just a thought anyway, i'm sure it'll fade away.

i never want to grow old.

Slept at 4am.
Woke up at 12pm today. Ate. Lay on my bed and fell asleep again.
I am a pig.

Ok byebye going out with my family now.

See the contrast?

Meet the parents session didn't turned out as bad as I imagined it would.

To the nicest teacher I've ever seen in my dont-know-how-many-years in PL:
You know you're the best and you know everyone likes you. you know it:) Thanks for always believing in us and always listening to our whines. You never focus on our flaws but our strengths. Lessons are always fun when we end up talking about funny things which lead to even crazier stuffs. You know you can relate to us so well we tell you almost anything. I've never respect a teacher this much and I think you deserve the biggest credibility for that. You know your life stories will always be something we can learn from and thank you so much for inspiring us. Words cant express how much I treasure you and no doubt we'll all miss you like crazy when we leave PL, i know you told someone's mum you'll miss all of us. Haha. Love you very muchos :D






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Okay it's the end of term 1. It's gonna be the end of term 2 before you know it.

I took a nap just now at 6 after coming back with my mum because we went out after meet the parents.


You know my naps always last for 2 hours so it isn't really a nap is it?

Isabella, joyce and jaaziel are gonna go for gb camp for 4 days starting from tmrw.
I feel so awkward not having them around. As in I know they'll be around, in sg.
NEAR MY HOUSE SOMERMORE. In school.
But its just so weird. I dont know how to put this..

Anyway I wana say sorry to the class that the class com have to start fining you guys for eating.
We dont have any other choices. Dont worry we'll fine ourselves if we eat too.

Not REALLY ready for term 2 but I will prepare myself..


I don't know what else to say anymore, in other words SPEECHLESS.
Go drown in your own misery because everyone hates you.
Oh wait how to drown when there will be no more water when you jumped in?

Still miss you after 2 years.

I can't sleep because your face kept appearing in my mind.
Seems like time doesn't do everything.

Do you still hate me?

I seriously think I have a problem.
I'm having cramps now when my period ended like two weeks ago?
And the worst thing is, my period is getting lesser and lesser.
Ever since october last year, its so little that it only lasted for around 2 days last month.
I really think I have a problem.

My mum reckons is the jogging, but I beg to differ.
Because I dont jog that much anymore.

Hmmmmmm someone tell me what is the problem?


ANYWAY, I caught Slumdog Millionaire today and I think it's a pretty good show.
Not SUPER GOOD like how everyone said it was, but it's good.
Love the soundtrack and love the lead actor. So cute:)

Alright I'm off to do my situational writing now..

WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN AT 1PM?

Exciting much?

SIAO KER PONG PONG

I don't know why this photo still exists in my computer when I remembered quite clearly I deleted it.



SOMEONE, ANYONE, JUST KILL ME NOW.
You can click it and I allow you to laugh.

The most amusing thing is, its lizard I'm taking a photo with.
HAHAHHAHAAHHAHA.
Ok not funny. I think it was her last day of school and she was taking with practically everyone she knew.

Oh haha digressed! Look at my hair and me! HAHAHA...........

HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY JOYCE LER!


If you change your mind about your plans, text me by 1pm tomorrow.
Don't be upset, I love you :)

Lovebug - Jonas Brothers



Hello! Having mixed feelings now!
No tuition for me today. I'm tired and drained.
Sorry addmath. I WILL practise tonight.

Happy with my geog, lit and bio :)
and i better not be complacent.


Okay whatever lah.
I dont know why my mood is swinging so bad I want to scream and laugh at the same time.
I wana shop right now, like at town or something.
I feel so damn moody.

AND HOW COULD I MISS JASON MRAZ'S CONCERT?

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

My favourite song of all his songs!
Oh i love The Remedy too.

Alright I gotta go off now to get my sister's present and then I may get my ice cream because right now I NEED COMFORT FOOD.

Told you I'm mad.



I wana go to clarke quay with you...........

SHARMILA RAI RAJENDRAN WHERE ARE YOU!
TAKE ME TO TRY SHEESHA!!!!!!

Breathe Slow - Alesha Dixon

I'm very tired and I can't think properly now.
I'm extremely irritated to the maxxxxxx.

We have to do chinese compo during chinese lesson tomorrow again and I really cant stand it. They kept giving us chinese compos to do and you know my chinese sucks. Its so painful to think because its so difficult to form a good sentence. I really cant do chinese. Someone help meeeeeeeeeeeee.

The weekend is almost here BUT there's the comprehension thing from 10am-5pm on saturday at tampines library and there's only a 1 hour break!?!?!?! Worst still, we have to be in school uniform. Not even half u. Bloody hell.

URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
and tuition tomorrow night.
SUPER FAR YOU KNOW, PASIR RIS.
Jasmine jasmine are you going?


AIYA

A million thoughts

I miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you miss you miss yoiu miss you miss you miss you miss you you you you you miss you miss you SO MUCH.

I wana talk to you, about anything. I wish I could talk to you about anything like how you were constantly there for me.
But it's redundant doing so now, everything has changed.

Empty, FREAKING EMPTY.
I really need God, to fill this space right now.


Its only term 1 and Im thinking about how its gonna feel when I leave school. Everyone has been bombing each other with questions like: "Do you think we'll all still be talking when we leave PL?"
I thought alot about that too.
I actually thought about the places I'll end up at, how I'll react to the new environment, and how I'm gonna miss EVERY SINGLE BIT about PL so, so very much.

What the crap, Its only term 1 leh.
Ok I realised I think alot.


Anyway......... I had chem prac today and I wana die.
Im still very scared of the bunsen burner and I really need to overcome my fear if not I can say bye bye to my marks.
Ok I WILL overcome my fear.

Haiyah the canteen food is not improving. Ok well i dont know... haven ate there for such a long time..
I'll just CHILLAX in the class with some of the classmates. We h8 canteen food manz.
We can continue to bring ham bread from home HAHA! YAY

Oh oh I also went to remove the stye(?) from my eye on monday.
Hurt quite alot during the whole procedure but its ok now! Recovering and I'm gonna pray really hard it doesnt grow again because Jeodi told me she went to remove hers THRICE!!
I can feel the pain for her man...

Okokokokokok I'm gonna stop blogging now.
I realised I'm very random.


"HUH ITALY FLOWER NEVER COME AH?"
"YES!"
"WAH WHY NOT TOMORROW!"
"HAHAHHAHAHAHA"


Ok till then everyone.
Love you guys.

You know you love me. xoxo

Broken - Lifehouse

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is the healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hangin' on to the words you say
You said that I will, will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, having forgot my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain, there is healing
In your name, I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'), I'm barely holdin' on to you

"Ooooh scary"



10 random thoughts/things

1) I'm waiting for my hair to dry.
2) My stamina is dying
3) Stupid cat at the park.
4) now i have to make do with the treadmill = less energy is used = burn less calories
5) TELL ME HOW!
6) I'm gonna remove my eye stye(?) on monday night!
7) Yes the doctor's gonna "cut" it. Heard it wont take long. It wouldn't be like an operation i had for the other eye.
8) Hope wan ting's eye stye(?) is recovering.
9) Seriously i wonder why some people are just so prone to that eye stye(?)
10) I don't know why I'm typing all this in point form.